desire is a really strange thing. it makes you desperately crave for someone you usually don't really know, it makes you weak and it makes you depressed if the one you desire doesn't answer to this feeling deep inside of you. and now the only thing I can really think of is his shoulders, his long and slim fingers, his soft skin and his smile - still a mystery to me. the reason why i'm so into him is that i see him like a kind of soulmate, we are pretty much the same. we both want to get lost into the infinity of the road. i really really don't want to lose him.