i think i could draw his face even with my eyes closed. i've never touched him like that, we have really a lot in common but at the same time i'm not sure maybe i've invented him - and all of this - all by myself. i just think that this can't go on too long, the spark between us lately has been very, very noticeable. and his arms, oh my god, i could write a whole novel about them. i think love is far too heavy name for this, let it be called affection.